Repeat after me: I live in a small town with limited sources of entertainment. It is no use to accelerate the urges that cry out for stimuli. Though what you see elsewhere, i.e., in/on the internet, should not be a source of food for said urgencies.
Calm down. Your time will come. Breathe in and out and allow for the urgencies to dispel themselves away. Whatever you think it is out there it isn’t, believe me, we’ve tried that hundreds of times and always luck out.